I’m sorry, I am sorry for being a bad daughter, I’m sorry for being a bad sister, I’m sorry for being a bad friend. I’m sorry for everything I’ve said and done. I try my best to be a better person. I try my best to keep going to not feel like this but I can’t. I’m tired of trying, I want to be a better person I want to go back to feeling like I matter, I want to feel strong and hopeful again. But it seems like the more time that passes I’m never going to go back to feeling that way. I’m sorry for being the way I’ve been the past few years I’m sorry I make everything worse I’m sorry I take up space. I’m sorry for everything.
I’m tired. I just want to fall asleep for eternity. I want to rest peacefully without any worries, I want to disappear from this place from this world. I. Am too tired to care anymore I just want to rest.